Life

i have been thinking for sometime about something to blog about it, yet i do not know how to blog about it...

Suddenly, i thought of it, its my life.
its my life that i wanted to blog about.

its my life that changed recently.
its my life that changed from 0% to 100%.
its my life that changed from 100% to 0%.

so many things happened in my life within 1 year
so many things happened in my life within 6 months
so many things happened in my life within 3 months
so many things happened in my life within 2 months
its even more thing happened in my life within 1 months...

so many things happened:
i find myself facing difficulties time about changes.
i find myself not used to be like optimistic previously.
i find myself become so emotional
i find myself thinks too much unnecessary
i find myself time are hard to past
i find myself trying to occupied my free time as full as possible
i find myself giving fake hopes to myself
i find myself become narrower
i find myself always looking back
i find myself lost motivation direction in running

All i can do is keep telling myself:
im going to face the changes
im going to be stronger than before
im going to be optimistic than before
im going to be more rational
im going to be able plan ahead
im going to be always looking forward
im going to be run stronger than before

But before im able to achieve all above, i need to do the below 1st
But i need to be good to myself
But i need to appreciate people around me
But i need to appreciate support given to me
But i need to appreciate what i have around me now
But i need to spend quality time to myself
But i need to improve myself
But i need to be more confidence

Guess, suddenly all above going to be my motto of life and my 2010 resolution