What I really ignorance is my grandpa’s thinking. He always stand with my dad agrees on everything. Last year CNY, my grandpa gave about Rm1000 plus ang pau to my dad for his use…and I do not know how my dad spent it. I think is for gamble mostly. While my grandma always objects on everything my grandpa’s thinking and my grandpa just ignore it. Yesterday, grandpa asked dad his account still got how much left in the bank? Its seemed grandpa is going to give money to dad to spend again!
Why I got such a bad quality and lousy dad! While others people is enjoying the family happiness! I never got feel the love from my dad…!
Monday, February 07, 2005
Chinese New Year
Chinese New Year which I mostly dislike the most! My dad didn’t followed us back to mum’s hometown at Tanjung Pianang since 2 years ago! He got his own various reasons not going! This like add salt to my mum’s broken heart as well as we 4 brothers. We and mum go back without dad so embarrassing when relative asking where your dad is.
Why?
My grandpa so old and his leg are not yet recovered, he still wanted to ride bicycle. I really can’t understand what his thinking.
Last night, I found out that my dad is always going to “Bukit Kayu Hitam”, which located at another side of state north parts very near to Thailand. Why my dad is doing that? Always go to there so far! For what? So many questions I’m thinking in my mind. My mum is telling my aunt while I’m sitting beside. My mum guess is go there to gamble and there is possibilities that my dad got another women in there which my mum cant verity or confirm. One thing for sure is my dad got told my mum that he is going to Bukit Kayu Hitam!!! My dad seem want to let my mum know… what’s his intention?
My dad is disappointing us so many times. At first, he disappear without notice, when we found out where he is, he already borrow a lots of money from “Loan Shark” and his friends to gamble. When only he got no money, facing with a lots of debts, then baru he come back. Then we my mum, grandma and mum have to settle his debts. Now my mum is our financial controller this is to safeguard the asset and money from using by my dad for gamble. Even the business is transfer to my mum’s name.
As time pass, the Loan Shark and his friends is coming towards asking for money lend. My grandpa agrees to pay back using his money. Can you imaging that almost Rm30,000 is use to repay my dad’s debts! I think this amount can be higher as I only know part of it.
Last night, I found out that my dad is always going to “Bukit Kayu Hitam”, which located at another side of state north parts very near to Thailand. Why my dad is doing that? Always go to there so far! For what? So many questions I’m thinking in my mind. My mum is telling my aunt while I’m sitting beside. My mum guess is go there to gamble and there is possibilities that my dad got another women in there which my mum cant verity or confirm. One thing for sure is my dad got told my mum that he is going to Bukit Kayu Hitam!!! My dad seem want to let my mum know… what’s his intention?
My dad is disappointing us so many times. At first, he disappear without notice, when we found out where he is, he already borrow a lots of money from “Loan Shark” and his friends to gamble. When only he got no money, facing with a lots of debts, then baru he come back. Then we my mum, grandma and mum have to settle his debts. Now my mum is our financial controller this is to safeguard the asset and money from using by my dad for gamble. Even the business is transfer to my mum’s name.
As time pass, the Loan Shark and his friends is coming towards asking for money lend. My grandpa agrees to pay back using his money. Can you imaging that almost Rm30,000 is use to repay my dad’s debts! I think this amount can be higher as I only know part of it.
Saturday, February 05, 2005
my day
My Blog
5 February 2005
Today as usual I wake up not quite early, fetch grandpa go to shop and open shop.
Have my breakfast in a new built malay mamak stall! Which is also my favourite teh ais !! hehe !
Later my mum ask me go to back with her. Ai…mum keep telling bank staff that I’m her big son… back from KL… I hate this…
Noon, I online for a while, met Swee Ling, my oldest net fren I ever know since I start learn to online since form4.
Then have sleep. Had my lunch, then wen to shop to jaga…so sien… sleep again on the chair.
My grandpa’s friends come over and sit. My grandpa have back to home to rest and have lunch. Left me and grandma in the shop. My grandma ask my grandpa’s friends what they discuss last night until so late! Rupanya, my grandpa talk about how to distribute his property to his son… guess what… my grandma totally disagree with what my grandpa said. Ai… rupanya my family got so many problems. Then my grandma start begin to talk about past… which she get an unfair treatment form my grandpa’s brothers who only care about relative in China last time. Grandpa’s brother always sent money back to China whenever got any surplus money, even my grandpa didn’t get his share! And my grandma was very angry about that! That time my grandpa is working with his brother, and the big brother always get the bigger share! When my uncle’s sick ( when small) my grandma got no money to go to see doctor even ask from my grandpa’s bother. They only give little money sometimes no money is given! My grandma have to save the money by her own! This story I had heard few times… I dun understand why that time my grandpa’s thinking! He seem agree everything on decision of his bother even at his loss.
I have sent so many greeting sms to fren…. But only few of them reply me!! Feel very disappointed. Han Yang come to my shop and have a chat with me! He so curious about Tembakua… then I gave him a try…
About 6pm, start to close shop….wen to cut my hair! At here only cost RM4 to cut a hair while in KL the cheapest is Rm10.
5 February 2005
Today as usual I wake up not quite early, fetch grandpa go to shop and open shop.
Have my breakfast in a new built malay mamak stall! Which is also my favourite teh ais !! hehe !
Later my mum ask me go to back with her. Ai…mum keep telling bank staff that I’m her big son… back from KL… I hate this…
Noon, I online for a while, met Swee Ling, my oldest net fren I ever know since I start learn to online since form4.
Then have sleep. Had my lunch, then wen to shop to jaga…so sien… sleep again on the chair.
My grandpa’s friends come over and sit. My grandpa have back to home to rest and have lunch. Left me and grandma in the shop. My grandma ask my grandpa’s friends what they discuss last night until so late! Rupanya, my grandpa talk about how to distribute his property to his son… guess what… my grandma totally disagree with what my grandpa said. Ai… rupanya my family got so many problems. Then my grandma start begin to talk about past… which she get an unfair treatment form my grandpa’s brothers who only care about relative in China last time. Grandpa’s brother always sent money back to China whenever got any surplus money, even my grandpa didn’t get his share! And my grandma was very angry about that! That time my grandpa is working with his brother, and the big brother always get the bigger share! When my uncle’s sick ( when small) my grandma got no money to go to see doctor even ask from my grandpa’s bother. They only give little money sometimes no money is given! My grandma have to save the money by her own! This story I had heard few times… I dun understand why that time my grandpa’s thinking! He seem agree everything on decision of his bother even at his loss.
I have sent so many greeting sms to fren…. But only few of them reply me!! Feel very disappointed. Han Yang come to my shop and have a chat with me! He so curious about Tembakua… then I gave him a try…
About 6pm, start to close shop….wen to cut my hair! At here only cost RM4 to cut a hair while in KL the cheapest is Rm10.
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